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[destiny]

its wierd how i find love so beautiful, yet they hurt so bad when things makes a bad turn. As for me, i been through a lot, i have done whatever i can,being a gf and everything, but at the end, i was betrade, cheated while we were still together. what hurts me most is that, i wasnt being heard out, was never given a chance to say how i felt. assuming that im ok with it. sad, but i accpeted that. as each day comes, iv tought my heart to stop loving that person. till i actually learned to let go. yet we were still together, the 3 of us. hahah funny ha. but hey. thats ok, i wasnt really hurt nga sya ang gi chose, or na waz na ang love. i was hurt cuz i was being played, and as it comes out, ako ang obsess, ako ang naboang, ako ang sala and that i deserved all this, and whatever place i am today, ako daw ang nag butang. pero ok lang. sakit man, but as a saying goes, whatever or how much hurts you went trough, it will will go back to that person 3 times as much, maybe dili saiya, sa taong gina love nya, and or mubalik tanan saiyaha and mas sakit pa. para marealized nya ang iyang mistakes.

it didnt take me long enough to moved on, yet the hurt left behind are still fresh in my mind, and that whenever i remember the past, i would get mad, and sometimes i cry without even realizing it.

happy nadaw sya karon, kaslonon (daw) na and everything. im happy atlease happy nasya and this time, wala nsya lain ma victima and mailad nga girls.


after all that. i layed low on love. i was afraid to love again. hadlok na nga mailad and dulaan napud. hadlok nga masakitan. iv seen myself hurt and it isnt very pretty hahah...

i tried having another relationship, but it only lasted two days, and thats it...hadlok najud ko. i know i am getting older, pero i believed na kong dili jud sya, dili jud sya, nga naa jud tao para sa imo. i guess ill just have to wait for that person to come.

[cG]

sakit jud na, especially when you're betrayed. but don't be afraid to love again, its not love's fault.

love as much as you can... it hurts but loving is just so wonderful that it's worth the pain of failing...

[destiny]

well yuh maybe so, but i guess im trumatized, if i feel that love starts to hurt, i just give up on it right away. dili pa kaya nga masakitan nasab otro. not now though...ayha pg heal hahaha badoi.

[cG]

Well, yeah... The right thing you have to do for now is wait for the right love to come... We sometines rush it and we end up failing and being hurt, then we blame love. It's actually our own fault...

[destiny]

whatever, who ask you anyways hahah yuh ur right. but dko un fault. fault nya...

[cG]

Aw ang sungit Haha Well, I guess you already realized what you have to do... Just go for it.

[goma]

i am not afraid to love.. la pa ko nainlove sad. ambut basin di pa jud ko ready.. shy type man gud ko. hahaha! pakasawa sa ta ani sa atong pagkaulitawo!

[charmz18]

..oUch...hahah... nice one...

[pau]

bang!walai naigo dha..awww!haha!

[destiny]

hahhah funny guys... till now im still left with hurt. specialy pag ma remember nako ang tanan nako gi agian sa iyaha. when we broke up, i wasnt hurt, i was actually reliefe, saying to myself, thank god, murag naibtan ko og tunok due from bretayal and jealousy, yet, on the following days, that torn, left me a scar, na until now, its still trying to heal. i have accepted na were over, pero im still not totally over with it. not with love sympre, but ang sakit thats left inside me. and whenever im alone, and lonely i would caught myself tearing up on my bed room, reminishng the past. i guess i havent completely let go yet. but i know i dont love that person anymore. i just felt so sorry of myself. i have to go all that b.s and hurts, when all i ever done was love, and stayed loyal trough-out the relationship.